>Wouldn’t gazing be the most versatile and lucrative of them all?
No.
Odd that you ask. I spent 4 hours last night doing stuff that shows what you suggest is not a good idea.
I’ll tell you something I might have kept to myself. I do stuff that’s not good for this subreddit to know. Hard to resist telling it, but it’s harmful.
It’s like telling the kids, there’s a huge bag of the world’s best candy from Grandma hidden in the bedroom up stairs, waiting for them to finish dinner.
They’ll be crawling under the table to sneak away, before you can even put the meal on their plate.
“Puffery” is what some Tensegrity moves do. Unbending intent long form. But there’s other stuff in Tensegrity. For when we can understand it. Not for now.
So Carlos wanted us to scoop up puffs in our hands, and put them on our energy pouches, in order to bring the double to us.
He wanted to solve the 4th gate of dreaming, using Tensegrity.
I didn’t understand that, so Little Smoke tricked me.
If you go back to my early posts you can see me theorizing you could create a “space invaders” style game, and move everyone’s assemblage points very rapidly.
I still had Little Smoke.
Turns out my assumption you could create that game, is based on faulty reasoning.
But what Fairy did, was fly around the room pointing out brighter puffs of color, by riding on top of them in an amusing fashion.
And then she’d reward me with her behavior when I scooped them onto my torso using my hands. She’d visibly fly over to a new one, to show she was pleased and wanted me to do that again. Eventually it was possible to “clear” the room.
What she did not do, is show me the alternatives.
Someone else is doing that now.
Could be Lily, but all I perceive is a woman’s presence.
She taught me not to touch the puffs if I could avoid it. Don’t “contaminate” them. Let them behave naturally. Once you “touch a puff”, you got it worked up for a while, and it won’t behave naturally. So don’t.
Then watch how they flow. Don’t interfere.
Just watch.
This is only for orange zone. It could be harmful to your learning in earlier stages.
So imagine you are watching the flow of the puffs of awareness inside your cocoon, and learned you can command them to go to a certainly location, with your gaze.
But not with a hard gaze. You have to learn the right gaze, by watching their movement. It’s “intent” in some very pure form.
You can encourage them to one side of the luminous egg. Release them, and watch them fill in evenly on the whole inside again.
Or gaze at your torso, and get them to concentrate there.
At that point you realize, the dream visions we see floating in the air, are the edges of the puffs, when evenly dispersed.
(Maybe).
They don’t need the energy pouches at all. The pouches are like pockets.
But you don’t need pockets to carry stuff in your hands.
Once you get the hang of letting the puffs fill in smoothly, in the entire inside of the shell, you discover something shocking.
You start to walk towards the outside of the shell, and your body becomes visible as a heavy yellow human figure. Bright!
It pushes the puffs of awareness aside as it walks.
If you spray painted your naked body with white paint, puffed yourself up with 100 bee stings, and then shone a yellow light directly at your white painted body, in a dark room, that’s what it would look like. If it were walking through a very thick slightly pinkish fog.
Maybe it’s what your “energy body” looks like, if you don’t stuff puffs into it.
It’s the pockets, with nothing in them.
Or the being who has the pockets.
The result of doing that is, you do not attract your double.
You go follow him, out into infinity.
It’s not a good path for darkroom, because it leads back into sleeping dreaming. It doesn’t extend into the waking world. You’ll lose hours of time, and only have vague memories of wandering like the double.
I also learned a technique called, “Cobweb Physics”, which simply means, learning to feel the cobwebs in the air, and then learning how they behave.
The side effect of that is during the daytime, you can still feel them.
Unfortunately, sorcery isn’t about “cool visions”, so you can tell stories and get attention, like our Jewish magic guy from last week who pretended to be a comrade of mine, to get attention.
He fixated on my interest in Pleiades, and thought since he’d heard that before in the pretend magic of his Kabbalah cult, or had tried using it for a destination, he could claim it was the same as what I was doing.
Based on Pleiades…
The comrade types are the worst bad players of all! They oppress with sadness to get their way.
He didn’t understand this place at all, after many months in here. Didn’t take any time to learn.
Sorcery is not overlapping stories.
It’s not getting the most weird stuff to happen, the way the drug sorcerers believe. They believe sorcery is just about getting higher than anyone else.
Sorcery is the mastery of intent. Only that.
And intent is only mastered when you manipulate it directly, in heightened awareness.
You have to be playing with it. Not exploring the results of it.
That’s why Carlos told us where to go in his last books.
So we couldn’t go off to the side.
Reach the abstract first, then we can try other paths.