(((1.
Recap is all you actually need. I hate that this is true, but sorcery is all about feelings. Not about silence.
But, you won’t be able to see that until you can easily step into another world without any preparation.
It’s the realization that there’s no procedures at all. You go where you feel you can go.
If your feelings are serene, you can go more places.
But in the meantime, recap activates the second attention because you sit there with eyes closed, breathing smoothly, turn your head like you are gazing, and visualize past memories.
How could that NOT wake up the second attention???
If that’s not obvious to anyone, you need to spend some time on the Simple Silence Technique, until you KNOW what the second attention is, for sure.
There’s no excuse for anyone to have questions about what the assemblage point is, and what the second attention is. Those are trivial to learn.
Also, by remembering those past events, you light up those long dormant emanations.
You can’t remember or think about or perceive ANYTHING, unless it’s in the range of your assemblage point.
Moving it around all over the place like that makes the assemblage point more flexible.
It’s lit up past positions again, so your assemblage point can slide over there more easily.
It’s like cleaning trash out the tidepools in Laguna.
Water begins to flow to spots that had become stagnant.
At the max, you can feel your entire life as a big web in front of you. Each point is a place of activity you can recall.
(((2.
You get back the energy you lost over there. You’re stuck there. That will keep you from changing worlds easily.
A good analogy would be Gulliver’s Travels. None of those tiny ropes could hold him down on the beach. But dozens of them could.
(((3.
I like to stay out of that argument. As Carlos would have said, it’s in the realm of “mental masturbation”.
People like to flatter themselves, in the absence of any real experiences, by imagining this thing, or that thing they did, was the 3rd attention.
How did they pick that to obsess over?
You can find out if you have a 4 year old around. Tell them to NEVER go near the furnace, and see what happens.
So they found the coolest, most dangerous thing, and are pacifying their mind thinking about it, instead of sitting in a chair learning to be silent.
While you’re at it, why not imagine you have as much money as Michael Bloomberg?
Speaking of masturbation, here’s the deal on sex. I didn’t explain this clearly before, because Carlos never did.
But I keep getting asked.
Men probably don’t lose energy, having sex with women. I suspect that they gain energy.
Assuming of course, there’s no child.
I wouldn’t know for sure, because Carlos made me celibate so long ago that I wasn’t able to detect that last time I had sex.
But Cholita teases me once in a blue moon, and the effect greatly helps my darkness gazing.
Being a witch, Cholita can dole out sexual energy, one touch at a time.
Unfortunately, men are stupid. The sexual energy becomes like candy, to keep them coming back.
Then most women will figure out how to re-purpose them.
Sex is the wind up key for their biologically (or socially) programmed controlling behavior.
It could explain why Carlos didn’t discourage orgies in Cleargreen.
It broke up the controlling behavior.
But one on one, you gave them permission to control you, once you have sex.
Also, the energy gained will completely change your course at the deepest level.
So, a male with an active sex life won’t be able to practice enough to learn sorcery. And if they manage to do it anyway, everything gets constantly scrambled.
If it’s a witch like Cholita, that might work out. But if it’s your fussy girl next door, you’re screwed. They’re headed towards misery, and nothing is going to stop them from dragging you along for company.
Women lose energy from sex, I guess, although Cholita insists she doesn’t.
I’ve seen the worms in them. It’s not the kind of sight you believe when you see it, but there it is. It’s what Carlos described.
If he hadn’t, I wonder what I would have seen?
No way to tell.
Masturbation on the other hand, simply uses up all of your time.
And since Sex with women isn’t a loss for men, why would masturbation be?
Let’s put aside that going without sex can produce disturbing dreams, which can lead to lucidity.
It may be true, but I doubt anyone’s ever made good use of that. It’s just too messy in dreaming, to solve it one way.
The real problem almost certainly is, single men will do that for hours if they can get away with it. And typically enhance it with substances.
There’s a dirty little secret for alcohol addicts. I learned about it because the double woman I found had to go to court ordered rehab. She had 6 or 8 drinks, some cocaine, someone peed on her plastic pink flamingo, so she decided to outrun the police in her convertible.
It made sense at the time. Especially since not too long before, the police had to visit her. They ended up taking pictures next to her and Zelia (imported as a playmate for Jenna, from Taiwan) in their bikinis.
So I dutifully drove her everywhere until she got her license back a year later. And that included rehab.
The alcoholics are nearly always using pot or something else. And when they hole up in a hotel room getting drunk for days, they’re masturbating. Or hookers.
One more warning about masturbation. Carlos saw this as a big deal.
Maybe because he didn’t have xhamster, and was a former catholic, his view on this was a bit distorted.
Certainly, if you ask the Japanese about his complaints they’ll say, “It can’t be helped.”
At any rate, Carlos said that if you look at porn, you’ll escalate.
I guess he was trying to set the record straight for the entire class.
From experience???
He said, eventually you’ll be looking at pictures of women being choked.
Trouble is, women these days don’t seem to mind that as long as it’s relatively safe.
My double woman wanted to visit a bondage dungeon with me. When I asked what was up with that, her other 3 friends said, “Haven’t you seen 50 shades?”
There’s also the Milarepa effect. That’s where you’re sitting in your cave, and demons visit to show you how they torture people in hell.
If Milarepa had xhamster in his cave, it would have been a lot gorier.
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