The Effect of Recapitulation on the Assemblage Point

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No.

That would be someone doing something, because it interests them.

I’m here following intent, as a result of an interaction Carlos and I had, before he died.

I don’t want to be doing it.

Same as I have an angry witch who’s taken over my house, and thrown away all of my belongings.

Not my idea.

If you really want to learn sorcery, you eventually have to give up the “myth”.

The myth of happily ever after.

You no longer pursue happiness.

The Zen people advocate that too. It’s better to work for the boss (the spirit), than to try to make it on your own.

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I’ve definitely seen the same and it’s why I stuck with sorcery. So much of it is so simple children could understand it, especially before being squashed by society to “normal” perception. I started by reading the bible through several times but it never felt right and so much drama and judgement in churches. Started exploring Eastern ‘traditions’ next, read the bahgavad gita twice, hari krishna, witchcraft even visited the Sihks in Espanola Nm and did white tantric yoga..which was by far the closest thing to sorcery I’ve yet seen in a group of people. Breathing techniques while holding another’s eyes the whole time, it seemed everyone was placed to use the reflections in each others eyes, making a geometric patern of eyes. It was intense but they want to control who your partner is and there is one guru everyone follows.

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How fortunate you are to have met him at least.

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Likely at 9 years old was the first time.

Then at 12.

I probably hung out with Joanie Baker too. The woman who brought him to Morongo in his search for don Juan.

Then at 18 I ran into Taisha, and probably rode with her to Japan to the tournament she writes about. She would have been hanging out with the UCLA crowd. I was in the UCR crowd.

And I likely practice with her at Nishiyama’s dojo, which was “headquarters” for the USA shotokan.

As I recall, there were at most 2 women in that class.

And I got the vibe that everyone was watching the young women, even though Nishiyama hated women.

I was only 17. But she looked hot to me too.

Quite short hair for back then.

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It’s good experience to learn what’s “the same” between them.

Demons for one. Always part of it.

I figure, what’s common is likely true. What’s not is likely made up.

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I am. But I didn’t want to be. It was offered to me and nobody else wanted the job at the time (still don’t!).

Without a moderator we wouldn’t be where we are now, which is a big departure from 2 years ago.

So I guess I’m doing INTENT’s bidding as well.

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I have found some parallels for sure though not a lot that I remember. Remembering, recapitulating I’ve found far more just being a kid hanging out in nature as much as I possibly could. It was something that stood out in a big way w reading his books. I think it’s time to start them over, I’ve done this several times through and so far every time found things I was surprised I’d missed. Tend to agree with the other authors you mentioned, they don’t Feel the same at all though I remember “Lujan Matus” was a little different though seemed to overcomplicate the language.

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Thank you! For what it’s worth. I’m going to be shutting off notifications to a bunch of other subs and start reading and doing

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Bottom line: If they knew anything about sorcery, they’d have students drawing up pretty pictures of the cool things they learned.

Or some forum where you could see for yourself, they aren’t full of shit.

Even Buddhists! And Daoists.

I always hear how there’s lots of “powerful” daoists.

But no one can ever point to one.

If the “master” is so evolved, where are students who learned?

Hiding? Too poor to afford internet, due to the fees the powerful Daoists charge them?

Magic creates excitement! It doesn’t make people hide.

So does dirt bike racing. Dirt bike racers don’t hide. They share what they’re doing!

Even old woman knitting clubs share!

But Buddhists find that unseemly?

Daniel Ingram has a few students speaking about their experiences, on his web page.

But nothing like in here.

And that’s because, he doesn’t actually know what he’s doing.

Burdened by Buddhism he is.

I tried to get him to take a look over here through his associates, but anger is all I got in return.

How dare you, “sir”!!!

That sort of thing.

I believe Daniel has confused himself into thinking his power comes from some re-incarnation related event.

Wrong intent…

That’s what that is.

How are his students going to learn, if they believe he has divine powers?

People are even pissed off I had Little Smoke for a while.

Unfair advantage?

That’s probably why Little Smoke took off.

To prevent that kind of complaint.

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Most all of them are based on self importance, it’s what felt wrong in my gut before I ever learned anything whatsoever about sorcery.
“If you see the buhda on the road kill him” I’ve learned to understand how someone could say this from experience with them all. one hand I wish all humans had access to The finer more subtle and glorious, terrifying aspects of themselves. On the other I’m glad the guy who’s only commitment is sitting in front of a screen or getting a “I’m a shaman” participation award for taking Ayahuasca a few times and convincing others they’ve got the secrets of the universe…for sale of course.

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At any rate, thank you for your time and diagrams. First I’ve seen that

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There’s also a recapitulation-specific page in the Tensegrity section of the Wiki:

/t/tensegrity-recapitulation/5243

With passes that are geared towards enhancing it.

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I just felt like my body is rock and cant move

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That’s actually very good.

Sounds like you fell asleep without losing awareness and experienced sleep paralysis.

Which means, you moved your assemblage point!

AND, an inorganic being isn’t far behind.

That’s what no one is doing with recap. Making magic happen by being serious about it.

It’s a tragedy.

And I just don’t get it!!!

We have the books. People claim they read them.

And recap does miracles in the books!!!

So what’s going on? Why do people accept it as not working.

Unfortunately, I can tell you.

The world is DROWNING in pretend magic.

Everyone has come to accept, all magic is a fraud.

You just pretend it, worship it’s leaders, call it’s saints “holy and godlike”, and then you see how you feel in the morning.

If you feel better, that’s the “magic”.

The worst part is, that might be going on at the highest levels of this movement.

Not actually believing any of it, but pretending you do.

I hope you keep trying and open that door for everyone.

It’s like a little gang of kids.

One of them tells the others, she heard there’s free candy at that weird house on the top of the hill over there. The one with the witch.

(Ok, ignore that she eats them eventually, for the sake of the moral of the story.)

They all strain to look. That’s a LONG walk. No way are they going over there, just because she heard a rumor.

But they pretend that “some day”, they’re all going over there. It’s the “free candy club” now.

They even make T-Shirts.

Unfortunately what it takes to get anyone to walk there is a screaming little girl running down the hill shouting, “It’s Chocolate!!! They have free chocolate, and any other candy you can think of!”

Then one or two will go there.

You’re a candy screamer if we’re lucky.

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My favorite is a “tunnel of light”, which is perhaps better described as second attention fog.

Is this the same tunnel that is referenced in near death experiences?

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Possibly, but that topic is so tainted, you’d be better off to avoid reading about it.

Maybe go over here, and read this so you understand the dangers of “looking around”.

https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=2108434035982372&set=a.1585701564922291

And why I treat new people who have ulterior motives, so badly.

I’m afraid they’ll contaminate someone and spoil their chances.

But new people are too clueless to even realize that’s possible.

I don’t even listen to stuff from Cleargreen if there isn’t a reason I need to look at it.

Likely they don’t look at mine either.

Much.

Oddly, the one person who is allowed to look anywhere, is Cholita.

And pretty much, everything just makes her want to kick someone’s ass.

Especially mine.