And here they are, from u/lidotska. Include 3 ways to download (the middle one will go down in 120 days, if no one downloads from it):
https://intent43.blogspot.com/2023/07/abridgment-of-amy-wallaces-book.html
Hi, is there a working link to the PDF of the Amy Wallace Book? The a.m. doesn’t work…
https://intent43.blogspot.com/2022/06/aw-book.html
Both the bit.ly and the tinyurl redirect links point to the file hosted on MEGA:
Tap/click on the icon in the yellow circle to download.
Thank you!
Can you elaborate on the sex things Carlos would discuss about (do’s/dont’s, his own doings). From Don Juans lineage to his own, a very curious topic indeed..
It’s in the books and lecture notes, which I’m not supposed to be reading much.
But essentially it becomes obvious when you learn to “see” that people hide their own doings from themselves.
They’re like that Monty Python where the guy has lost his arms and legs and is still insisting he’s fine and can keep fighting.
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So our daily perception is dominated by ignoring our own bad or bizarre behavior while we pretend to be something soothing or saintly. Not just sex behavior. Anything harmful we do that ought to be stopped.
We just pretend we aren’t doing that.
It’s how the “river of shit” works. That’s a metaphor don Juan liked to use, which is so awful to people who never heard it before, that Carlos left it out of the books.
As far as I know, it only came up in some obscure private class notes.
Sex pretty much rules the women’s lives. The men are aggressively after it, but it doesn’t dominate them to quite the extent it does with women.
So sorcerers try to redirect their sexual energy (mostly just an ordinary thing there, nothing magical need be implied) into just as aggressively pursuing magic.
Carlos, and the witches took that very seriously, so for example when Aerin got pregnant, she was kicked out of cleargreen.
And during private classes there were always people pursuing relationships with those also in private classes, which Carlos considered “an attack” by the fliers.
And rightfully so.
Magic is absolutely attainable, and bit by bit instead of being told you have to wait several lifetimes by fake systems which never actually lead anywhere.
You get it by becoming more interested in that, than in anything else. And the doing something about it.
Sorcerers use sex to free women from that prison of obsessing over reproduction rituals, and at the same time I’m afraid to say, they enjoy it more than just as a “master” helping out a student.
They’ve never been as prudish as americans are.
Implications are that Julian was bi-sexual, and maybe even coerced some of the men in his group to have sex with him.
Then there’s the use of sex to finish making shapeshifting forms real.
Julian shapeshifted with La Catalina and they had sex as wolves A few times too many one might conclude since Julian couldn’t “burn from within” and had to go live in the inorganic being’s world.
He delayed himself a bit too long in the red zone along the J curve. To reach the third attention, you have to move your assemblage point along the entire curve, before any of it can “cool off”.
I estimate it takes 2 seconds for the emanations to “cool off” after you light up a specific position, and then move off it.
And to move from the blue line on the J curve, to the purple one at the end, in 2 seconds, is a very tall order.
Julian playing around with sex in the red zone delayed him from moving through there at lightening speed.
He created a “flat spot” as we say.
But Julian wasn’t the only shapeshifter sex fiend.
Don Juan shapeshifted with Taisha into crows, and likewise they had sex in that form.
Maybe that’s mandatory for the women?
Carol Tiggs shapeshifted into a fly, but I’ll be damned if I’m going to try to figure out what she did like that!
Since she had lesbian sex between the pews in that Church in Tula, with the 8000 year old death defier.
Jadey and I both suspect he didn’t have a body anymore, and was only real looking in that phantom city he created, which mirrored Tula from the 1600s.
Because shortly after that he entered Carol’s body and remained to this day.
No wonder she ditched us.
Interesting hearing about Julian more in detail, also shapeshifting in terms of sex. He only mentions sex lightly throughout the books, but enough to convey his message. Any chance to find these lecture/class notes? Carlos’s works are very useful to me.
I sent you a link via direct chat.
Can you please sent me the link also?
hi Techno, do you have the photo made by Tony mentioned in the book?
If you’re talking about the supposed picture of a flyer, then no.
There was a rather unimpressive photo of a black something above a Meso-American pyramid in circulation for a while that someone claimed was the pic, but someone who was present at that lecture (if I’m remembering the location, right) later confirmed that it wasn’t the same photo.