i hope this won’t be a superfluous posting: i’m struggling with laziness. not just when it comes to darkroom and learning tensegrity, but also in everyday life situations. yesterday i was reading older postings here on the chronological index and i found some quotes which i found interesting. i hope these quotes can help me tackle my own laziness by making me aware of it, then making me fed up with myself (i believe this may help) and then do the things i have to do with concentration on them instead of thinking about a million other things.
Juann2323: "We are lazy bastards because of the position of the assamblage point.
The “self pity” is what makes you believe that you deserve to rest, even though you haven’t done anything in all day.
It pampers yourself in whatever way it can.
That becomes obvious when you make the first movement at the darkroom, your laziness just goes."
Juann2323: “.. And I confirm that any feeling of laziness or desire to finish the practice IS THE INTERNAL DIALOGUE. If you are feeling this way, you are not silent. If you can’t control your inner dialogue while practicing, don’t expect to learn any sorcery. ..”