Question to those that have born childern.

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In a week you could answer this yourself if you tried hard.

A week ago I had a sudden experience with the purple fluffs. I was in the dark, waving my hands around and the puffs formed. More than that… a room was starting to form and I could see details s I focused in. A roman warrior blundered in and started to speak. A story was forming that felt familiar.

Anyways, a week later I found this subreddit and I have been soaking it all up ever since. Some of my experiences can only be explained by Castenada’s work.

Please be honest. Am I dead? I get that I can heal my body… I get the feeling that I can look however I want if I only understood. The physical pain from chemotherapy is very real. My physical body is dying off, I think.

Dan-- do you have a physical body still?

I understand very well that I am existing simultaneously in many bodies. when the assemblage point moves-- what happens to my family?

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They’re still around!

No, you don’t seem dead yet.

But who knows. This could all be a simulation.

Just forget rationality overall, but remain “sober”.

If that makes any sense.

Sober means you know what you are looking at, and don’t mistake it for anything else.

Rationality stops us from accepting some things sorcerers regularly perceive, so it blocks our progress.

We need to strike a balance between being idiots, and geniuses.

Not too far into “genius”, but also not so far into idiot that we can’t learn anymore.

But don’t become a groupie. That’s no good.

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thank you. i’ll continue researching practicing and watch my step. silence might be the best thing for a while.