Internal silence allows “miracles” to happen, such as the Tensegrity you keep as body memory activating at just the right moment…
With the “aquarium”, I think the IOBs know perfectly how to help you…
Here you could check whether your doubts correspond to a “dirty link” with intent: /t/the-signs-of-a-dirty-link-to-intent/2370
And in the same post: “Silence changes everything!” and “None of these problems (…) matters at all as long as you force silence until blood drips from your nose”.
Is it more important “to know” than “to experience”?