Fairy (AKA "Little Smoke), the ally lent to his private class by Carlos, created darkroom practice for that purpose. That’s how this subreddit came to have real magic in it.
But mostly she created darkroom because our entire community likes to pretend their results, copying what all other magical systems do (pretend) and not realizing there’s no need with real sorcery.
The real question is, how do you be honest with yourself and actually try to learn sorcery?
If you do that, the assemblage point moves.
Because you’re intending to follow all the advice in the books, so “the spirit” gifts you by helping it move in the direction it needs to go, to match what the books explain about the Olmecs of 3000-8000 years ago. Your assemblage point is literally pulled on, by those Olmec seers. All the way across time and space.
Carlos commented that at the end, he feared he’d be swallowed up by the mood of the old seers.
But that’s too vague to help anyone actually move it.
Specifically, in a dark room you do around 20 minutes of unique tensegrity moves, in order to lure out your energy body, so that the puffs of energy it consists of become fully visible.
That can only happen if you remove your internal dialogue for at least 2 minutes.
2 seconds, the average time a normal person can go without a word popping into their mind, makes it impossible to see anything but this normal word, about which your internal dialogue is obsessed.
So by learning for force yourself silent while doing tensegrity, those purple puffs of your energy body become visible.
And by watching those in silence, your assemblage point shifts down your back.
There’s a map showing the magic that happens along the path it takes.
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