None of us can do what we want on demand.
But there’s hundreds of things we can do randomly, and daily.
Each super fun and cool!
And it turns out, trying to repeat magic holds you back.
You soon learn to just take what you get each night, gratefully.
You’re suffering from “The Superman Effect” which is a very harmful point of view that beginners who are only after human attention, tend to have.
And especially common in the middle east, where Sufism has ruined everyone’s brain when it comes to real magic.
Study. Everything you need is in this subreddit.
You claim to succeed at everything, and yet you don’t even have the most basic understanding of our magic.
Which as far as we’ve found after asking on the internet, constantly for the last 5 years, and after me searching the world for 10 years before that, and Carlos searching for 20, the only real magic left on earth.
So start studying, and then figure out what it really is you’re after.
Because right now, it sure isn’t magic!
An analogy:
Someone tells you about a “Secret Gold Mine” in the hills, explaining they already have 3 they’re working, and can’t possibly do that one too.
So it’s a gift!
But you just keep coming back asking them questions, and don’t have a single gold nugget to your name.
You can’t fool them!
It’s obvious, you’re too lazy for gold mining.
Sorcery is 100 times harder…
if I have any successes, I’ll definitely share them 