I’m worried about that too. I’m thinking, what if I adopt a child? Or what if I have a child via a surrogate?
>doing the work that will take us to a place where we might actually know
Because there’s a certain time when you can have healthy kids, quite a short time actually if you are a woman. By the time you reach the point where “we might actually ‘know’”. it might be too late. So, thinking about that and making precautions is kind of natural. If you want to have kids, that is.
Your internal dialogue will have a field day, if you choose to worry about stuff like this. And that’s what will slow down your progress.
So, shout to INTENT “Intent, give me marvelous children AND help me be an excellent sorcerer” and then keep practicing your recap, darkroom, forcing silence, etc, and let Intent figure things out for you.
Also, we’re doing this work on our own, without naguals, teachers, etc, so I like to think that things are more relaxed for us.
The books caution about sex, but don’t give that up. Many here are parents, have partners and jobs and are still awesome sorcerers!!!
Be an awesome sorcerer who has kids. Maybe your kiddos will become amazing sorcerers, too.
I like this answer. Thanks for the advice!
If having children is so important to you that this becomes a dealbreaker, have your children. Alternatively, deal with the importance you attribute to having children, and don’t have any. Do or do not, etc. Worry will NOT silence your mind, that much we know.
Yeah, I had a warrior dad, but being a warrior to kids can go many ways. Warriors can be real assholes too. Having kids and hanging out the warrior can lead to a whole lotta gnarly pretending. Better off getting the parent role right first. Sometimes there’s no satisfying that " hole", a creepy stepmother helps to illustrate that.
Or you also can ask a question here to explore possible answers for solving this problem and see if there are other options and possibilities you may have 
Did you or anyone known to you see the “holes” in the luminous eggs with people who have kids? As described by the books. Because to me (and I won’t know untill I experience it) the timelines seem to be a simple indulgence, something that does not seem to be practical. But I don’t know, I can be wrong about this. I am curious though about the experiences you have in seeing the luminous egg. You must have seen someone who had children!
I read this, I would like to know if anyone has seen this for themselves here.
You should read the “Silent Knowledge” and “Readers of Infinity” publications.
Carlos advised us to do what I’ve been explaining.
Which is why I emphasize it. It’s our main task.
As for luminous eggs, I’m not around any people when I practice.
But I suspect that seeing the luminous egg is a few levels above where we have anyone so far.
At one point in the books La Gorda had never seen one, but was already quite advanced.
It is of course, Silent Knowledge.
Just like the videos in the air.
It’s just a specific range of emanations. But is otherwise likely the same thing.
If I had understood anything it seems to be that having The connection with your children can and Will hinder your willingness to “pay the price” for the change of state or whatever this community calls it.
I’m coming from Christian mysticism point of view by studying Goddard and Blake and the Bible, but the More I study Castaneda, these mystics, and The Bible, and My own “mystical experiences” The less I see any differences between Castanedas work and between The Bible.
It seems to be as far for me atleast that it is all very personal how this all unveils to the person who experiences it, and Castaneda and Goddard and such only share their own version, that in essence will be the same for us all, but our own identity makes it appear to us in an unique way.
Then there are “truths” like a strong connection with your own child hindering your ability to fully transform, that might be true.
I don’t know shit and won’t pretend either, but just wanted to share My thoughts.
Nobody here knows nothing really. Juts keep working and luckily you get somewhere. That’s this place formula. There are no “Benefactors or Nahuals” here
Okay, thank you.
I agree 100%! I don’t think that it’s easy to be a warrior and at the same time to be a parent. This is why I said that the two have a very few things in common. To be a warrior and grow up children without this type of pretentions, wich really can do also a lot of harm to little human beeings.. somebody has to be supreme.
Most propably you’re right. If somebody wants to raise children, this is the skill to learn first. To apply the warrior’s path on children, is something that has to happen gently. Little by little or maybe not at all until they are old enough to tiptoe in this path
Perhaps we all come from warriors, perhaps it was inevitable to be born in whichever circumstances one is born in. There’s no use in complaining, and feeling relatively lucky will wear off. I’m glad my parents had sex, at a certain point it’s futile to judge them.
Some go religiously around saying that people should get a permit to have kids, ( like who or what gets to decide this?..and on what grounds?)